Musing | My Little Princess

Cô gái nhỏ này, tôi đã yêu cô từ lâu lắm có biết không? Cô là girl crush/ celebrity crush đầu tiên và duy nhất đến giờ, là một phần thanh xuân của tôi. Vì phải lòng cô mà từ lớp 9 tôi đã luôn ước nếu được sinh ra lần nữa thì sẽ làm một cái cây. Giờ đã là một người phụ nữ trưởng thành, cứ đạp lên dư luận mà sống, và sống thật hạnh phúc cô nhé <3    

To act like a spoiled child ? Don’t know how to
Sincerity? I have (Page 226)

I am not the warm/hot type, or I should say I do not know how to act like a spoilt child. I am a bit solemn, more like a boy.
Therefore, I will not let him know even if I like him.
However, my character will change according to who is my boyfriend.
Well, though every love relationship is different, I want to tell you a secret.
That is, I am the passive one whenever a love relationship is started. Love relationship started unnoticeably.
However, when it has started, I will pour my whole heart into it, there is no technique, no calculation. I will only jump into it idiotically.
Therefore, I also expect him to be as sincere as me.
But, in a relationship, it will not have a happy ending if it’s only me being sincere.
Now, I know.

 

A lot more Tears (Page 171)

I always have a lot of tears. Ever since childhood, whenever I watched a documentary about families or animals, tears would sprinkle down. Even so, I was a kid who was fairly good at holding back tears. I have always thought that I should not become weak. Because I am also responsible for myself, and I take care of mom, too. There have been many times where I kept a strong mind and even in those moments when I felt like crying, I did my best to be brave. But as time goes by, there are a lot more tears.

Now I have become a woman who knows how to cry when I feel like crying.

Lately, there are times when things that did not bother me before, scenes I did not think of, and watching people’s life stories, tears flow without reason.  When that happens, I feel strange and also think that the fact that you can cry in itself is precious. And I am grateful to have many people I can cry with. Even while acting, being absorbed in crying scenes tend to be easier than laughing scenes.  Laughing naturally while acting is really difficult.  ‘Ah, that person is really laughing’ – it is difficult to convince viewers with a good enough laugh. To not have those thoughts and to laugh naturally, shall more time have to pass?